"I can see it now.
I can hear him speaking.
Body drenched in black.
The floorboard’s creaking.
This joke isn’t funny anymore.
His ear catches the sound from the floor.
He found you again. He ruined your friend.
She lied to you twice. Cut your feelings inside.
You’ve been dooped again.
I wish prison really wanted her skin.
You know I did. I know I did.
Gas in the tank.
Fingers I pried off razorblades.
Four times you died in your mind.
Self image is not good. I used to hold your hand I don’t think I could. x2
Bleed if you’re weak. Fingers to the lip so you can’t speak.
After all of this you’re still nothing.
Your father will kiss your dead pale face before your memory in my head gets erased.
I’ll explain these lyrics to you in the afterlife.
Bonnie and Kevin made me the man that I am.
Websites and uppers never gave you the chance.
I still scream at the pictures of us.
Back in that summer with my still cough.
Back when I was still soft.
Kick the shin in backwards.
Silence your fears.
Leave the kittens unharmed.
Define yourself and dry tears.”
Girl and Her Bad Mood are a dreampop band from Indonesia who excel at nestling heartbreakingly beautiful melodies amidst silvery guitars. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 23, 2023